Im so bad in everything. Tell me, where did i go wrong anw? Why the right thing feels all wrong? WHY?

When everythings wrong, we move along..

Know how its feel when everything is going wrong. Like ykno, at the beginning, everythings fine, its all happy and perfect. But then, something just came up and all you fell is shit. Its all gone to shit.. This is sad..😢💔 All i can do is fucking cried.. to make myself better. and yes its getting worse to think, imagine and not wonder abt it. Lifes suck but cant stop myself to overthink and comparing me with everything shits.. why that happnd at the inappropriate timing though? Great....😞